In Loving Memory of Nicole Annicia Ware
We Remember
We give because we remember
We do not give from what is left
We give from what we know
We give because we remember
What it feels like
to be spoken over
to be told
you are not ready
not worthy
not enough
We remember the weight of silence
how it clings to the bones
when no one calls your name in a room full of light
So we give
not because we have so much
but because we have been through so much
and survived it
and saw others who did not
We do not wait for perfection
We see brilliance in broken places
We speak life where others see ruin
We believe
again
and again
and again
There is no shame in beginning
No shame in stumbling
No shame in having once been forgotten
There is only truth
and rising
and voice
and choice
We open the door wide
not to show what we built
but to remind others
that they can build too
from ashes
from nothing
from stories that were almost lost
We teach what we know
We share what we have
Because someone once did that for us
And it saved us
That is why we give
That is why we serve
That is why we stay
Because we are still becoming
And we are not going alone
Dedicated to your memory
Nicole Annicia Ware “Pretty Nikki”
You were the wind beneath our wings, still in our hearts.
The center of our world
As a child, such a funny little girl
I will carry on the work we started
It helps when I’m feeling brokenhearted
You helped the youth in Alaska thrive
I will keep your legacy alive
I am pleased our last words were sweet
I said I love you so much and you did the same
Some times I drop tears when I hear your name
Just know that I keep you in my heart
I feel your spirit although we are apart
I miss your smile, it was a work of art
Your laughter remains in my memory
You simply meant so much to me
It was hard to accept
Our time on earth is through
You are forever my Angel
I will always love you…”
Earthly Arrival April 18, 1985
Heavenly Seated June 3, 2021