In Loving Memory of Nicole Annicia Ware

We Remember

We give because we remember

We do not give from what is left
We give from what we know

We give because we remember
What it feels like
to be spoken over
to be told
you are not ready
not worthy
not enough

We remember the weight of silence
how it clings to the bones
when no one calls your name in a room full of light

So we give
not because we have so much
but because we have been through so much
and survived it
and saw others who did not

We do not wait for perfection
We see brilliance in broken places
We speak life where others see ruin
We believe
again
and again
and again

There is no shame in beginning
No shame in stumbling
No shame in having once been forgotten
There is only truth
and rising
and voice
and choice

We open the door wide
not to show what we built
but to remind others
that they can build too
from ashes
from nothing
from stories that were almost lost

We teach what we know
We share what we have
Because someone once did that for us
And it saved us

That is why we give
That is why we serve
That is why we stay

Because we are still becoming
And we are not going alone

Dedicated to your memory 

Nicole Annicia Ware “Pretty Nikki”

You were the wind beneath our wings, still in our hearts.

The center of our world  

As a child, such a funny little girl

I will carry on the work we started 

It helps when I’m feeling brokenhearted 

You helped the youth in Alaska thrive 

I will keep your legacy alive

I am pleased our last words were sweet 

I said I love you so much and you did the same 

Some times I drop tears when I hear your name 

Just know that I keep you in my heart 

I feel your spirit although we are apart

I miss your smile, it was a work of art 

Your laughter remains in my memory 

You simply meant so much to me

It was hard to accept 

Our time on earth is through

You are forever my Angel 

I will always love you…” 

Earthly Arrival April 18, 1985

Heavenly Seated June 3, 2021